From the monthly archives:

October 2009

Nightmares

by Megan on October 27, 2009

In honor of Halloween–and since I’ve seen the topic of “nightmares” come up on a couple blogs (here and here)–I want to talk about the same subject. Fun, right?

Though I hardly ever have nightmares now (knock on wood), I had them often when I was a child. My nightmares have always been fairly colorful (literally!) and I can remember a great amount of detail about a specific few. Care to jump into my head for a moment?

Nightmare #1 - (I know I was younger than ten.) I was standing on my enclosed front porch, and you know those dreams where you couldn’t move, no matter how hard you tried? Yeah, it was one of those. So, I was standing there, looking out the window into the darkness. There was in acre or two of land in front of that window, and there was a red car in the distance, driving toward me. I was terrified, but I couldn’t move. I continued to have this dream nightly for who-knows-how-long, and on the last night, the car finally made it’s way to me. The car stopped; a man got out, walked to the window, and just stared at me. I don’t remember a face.

Nightmare #2 - I was in a red wagon (there’s that color red again), and a vampire was pulling me around in it. Now, this was no Edward Cullen–this vampire was mean. As he pulled me around in the red wagon, he killed everyone in my family while making me watch. He never killed me, though. Even when I woke up from that nightmare, I could still see his eyes when I closed mine. This was also a recurring dream.

Nightmare #3 - (The strangest of the three.) This one is a little fuzzier than the previous two. Mostly, all I remember from this (recurring) dream was waking up from it. I remember the day it started–I was at my grandparent’s house. Apparently, it caused me to sleep walk because I always ended up waking up in another room with someone asking if I was okay. One time, after the dream, I woke up outside my house with my mom chasing after me. She said my eyes were glazed over and I had been crying and saying, “I want my mommy!” When asked if I could explain the dream, I never could. I remember feeling like there was some sort of an evil force trying to suffocate me, though. Eventually, those dreams stopped completely, and I haven’t sleep-walked since.

Now that I’ve shared with you three of my most memorable nightmares, I want you to share with me. Do you have nightmares now as an adult? What about recurring nightmares? Do you dream in color or black and white?

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Etsy Love

by Megan on October 20, 2009

If you ever look at my tumblr, you know that I’m a fan of Etsy. I do random “Etsy Love” posts, and I decided to compile some of my favorites here.


[ Earthy brown button up scarf/cowl. $42 ]


[ Willa Necklace - Emerald and Sterling Silver. $39 ]


[ Collier - Nie Nie. $32. Inspired by Nie Nie ]


[ Delicious Fuschia Hobo Bag. $92 ]


[ Sweet Fabric Wreath - Rust Red. $17.50 ] 


[ Shakespeare Sister Coat. $395 - not in my budget at all ]

What are some of your favorite Etsy items?

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A Worried “Mother”

by Megan on October 19, 2009

I woke up this morning to 29° F weather. (Now, I know that most of you have been enduring much colder weather than I, but it was just 70° F last week!) I made sure I piled on the layers before heading out the door, but I realized that I need more winter-friendly clothing. I’m excited for the holiday season that lies just around the corner. And snow. Please, mother nature, gives us some snow.

Since I’m back on my 7am-3pm shift, Husband had to take Loki to his 8:30 a.m. appointment at the vet. He’s getting fixed today, so he wasn’t allowed to eat or drink anything after ten last night. When I was getting ready for work this morning, he followed me around, sadly. And he looked hungry. It was all I could do not to sneak him some food.

After 8:30, Husband sent me a text saying that Loki was miserable on the way to the vet due to the cold temperatures outside. Not only that, but Husband felt like a parent not wanting to leave his child alone. Unfortunately, he had to leave, and now I feel sad imagining how completely terrified Loki must be. Not only that, but they told Husband we might be able to pick him up today (after they told me we’d be able to pick him up for sure by six this evening).

How do you feel after having to leave your pet at the vet’s office? What did you do to make him/her more comfortable after their arrival home?

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Infinite Happy Endings

by Megan on October 15, 2009

I’m stressed.

There, I said it. Honestly, I’m not even sure why I’m stressed. I guess it could be the fact that my hours at work are flip-flopping each week. Or the fact that I feel like I have little time to relax. Or the fact that I procrastinate, letting all of my school assignments pile up until the day before they’re due. (I still hold firm that I work best under pressure.) Or the fact that I made a C on my first English paper. (Okay, maybe I don’t work best under pressure.)

Both nights of Tuesday and Wednesday were my breaking point(s). I arrived home after work (I’m on the 3pm-11pm shift this week), and Husband was busy doing homework. He’s a procrastinator, too, I know this. It irked me, though, that he wasn’t waiting for me when I got home. I just felt a little bummed out because I really haven’t seen much of him all week, and I wanted to spend some time with him, cuddled on the couch while watching Gilmore Girls. I’ve almost felt like roommates rather than Husband and wife.

Needless to say, I was mad at him for mostly stupid reasons … but with both of us stressed out of our minds (a recent death on his side of the family plus school and work), we tend to take it out on each other. Last night, we sat up until nearly 5am, talking. It was mostly back and forth, but in the end, I think it made us both feel slightly better to vent.

For the most part, I don’t discuss negative moments in our relationship, but sometimes, I think it’s necessary. We all have those moments. It doesn’t make us love each other any less; what proves that is the fact that we stick through it, and after it’s all said in done, we cuddle in bed together for the night, holding each other’s hand.

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